January 1

Dear Himitsu:

Happy New Year! Well, I REALLY don't see how this year could be different from the last one, ne? Everyong makes such a big fuss over the beginnings of new years. But it is always good to be positive for the new year and its many possibilities. ^-^ My birthday is comming up soon... its on the 6th of this month. That'll be neat; I'll be turning 12 years old.

I'll be going to school tomorrow which I'm dreading. It's not really all that bad, really. Most of the time, people just ignore me, but sometimes I get the occasional stares and rude comments but its really not too bad. Sometimes I get a little scared, though... especially after a long break from contact with them like this last week. =( But most of the time, they're glad to see their friends again, so they talk to them and leave me alone... which is good I guess. But afterward, you get the people who come up to you and be all 'nice' around you... but you KNOW they either want something, or they want to bring you up, then slam you back to the ground so them and their friends can laugh at me... it happens all the time. No one has ever given me a chance.

Well, this will have to be a shorter entry today... I'll tell you all about school tomorrow & tell you if it was good or bad... -_-

~Hotaru-chan

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